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yo i had a crazy day i did something thats not even in my lane but i had no choice i always felt like i didnt like how things ended between me and this other person i try my best just to stay away and just let it be but thats not really my style not like i did anything bad to this person is just that what she’s about right now has no room for a nigga like me which is cool

but i wanted to stay close still be friends wit that person but one thing i forgot i step over that line i didnt think its was a big deal just to be cool after that but as i think back now the things i said in that letter was so strong it kinda out weight everything else im alittle mad at myself for letting it get that far but im a real dude and i had to know what the deal is ya dig

well the deal was that person was not on same page as me which was cool if anybody know me personally knows before i make any moves i think about everything how its gonna play out the future how i look if i made that move i mean everything in a way i new what the out come might of been but the man inside me just wanted to know the deal i had to know spent mad

time and engery lets just say chilling wit this person almost everyday for six months and i new this person even longer its just that we wasnt really close like that but things changed and we became lets just say one no matter the time or day i was available ya dig  i guess being around someone most of the time u start to feel for the person i kinda think it happens she is beautiful woman

that i get to see everyday i mean could u blame me anyway so as i tryed to prove myself to this female really i dont know what i was thinking at the time but i was thinking i had alot going for me so why not  well as u can see it didnt go so well she end up cutting me off first i got the email wit that bad news.

i aint gonna lie i was alittle hurt i was thinkin damn i showed u mad love this and that my time all these other shit that was going threw my head well after awhile i was like u know what its cool we could just be friends and put that behind us well i was wrong about that 2 cuz i tried to call i texted i said its cool  i dont hold no grudge still it went on def ear i was shocked

i didnt think she would of took it that far but she did now i find myself  confused and wondering maybe i should just not of said anything but i cant look back its already done so today i went on this person blog  and the topic was relationships so u know went left a nice comment not as myself duh .

which was wrong but i had no choice needed to get her side so i said what was on my mind about the topic but its really about me lol told her i would love for u to comment back about what i said which she did i was in shock cuz if i left that comment for myself  she wouldnt of said shit which it wreid cuz she acts like i did the the worst thing in the world to her which i cant understand to this day .

anyway she anwsers back said her peace i was like ight cool i understand that cant be mad keeping doing what u doing but me being me i had to let her know it was me which i did i left alittle hint she aint get it she said she needs more to know  who it is which i did and then i was like fuck it its so & so

i told her what was on my mind  how i didnt  really wanna do it this way but i had no chioce cuz she wouldnt let me say my side well i said all that on the comments yeah i know shouldnt but again i had no chioce as i said before soon as she new it was me i didnt get no reply i didnt do anything to this person

i always keep it 100 all my peoples could tell u but def ear for me from her and i dont understand but i think it means let it go she dont wanna be your friend anymore and thats that like snoop dogg and rkelly just wanted to tell her it aint nothing personal and i keep my distances i guess this was my last hope like starwars so u could understand what it is but the thing about u is u really dont care………………..